Example of " things happenin for a reason..."

Today I started my scholarship search...... I come from Toronto Canada..... I am currently travelling becausing this is where my soul is taking me.... and her ei sit in a lonely appartment in Tokyo hoping that there will be opportunity for me to gain some financial assistance in what i feel is a risky step for education (masters of education in Australia jan 09).. and yet.... somethin my heart is telling me to do.   I am directed to a search engine called finaid.... and i fill out all these info boxes about myself to finally gain a list of possible places i can apply to.... I come across many.... but none seem to apply...... none except for one.......   Somethin called GAIA........

I have never heard of it but decide to take a looksee anyhoo....... wow.... seems like somethin i could dive right into.... wow...... i am lead to a website that has now kept me up 4 more hours then i expected past my bedtime..... it is now 4am inTOkyo and I can't stop looking at this marveluos site i just found!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  "When the student is ready, the teacher will appear...." and here it is.... my teacher.. jam packed with soo much that i ready to explore....... 

Lately i have been lonely a little depressed and anxious about things....... travelling alone is a big thing... especially for a 25 year old female with all these dreams and interests and pressures comin from all directions......  but now i have this!!!!!!!!!  This will help me through my love of travelling and give me strength and determination to keep going and going hard while attempting to aid others at the same time.   wow... thats all i can say right now.....I am excited to have found such an amazing place to come and learn and share things i have been interested and been learning about for many years. (life perspectives, love, earth spirituality, soul, etc etc....).... even so young as 18 when all my other girlfriends were into shopping and boys.....

My spirituality has taken me soo many places...... I am excited to see what i soak up here...... thank you soo much .. i am sooo grateful.